Archive for October, 2005

missing…

Saturday, October 29th, 2005

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that he/she doesn’t miss u?

Almost everyone has..Read on..

Missing someone is terrible but at the same time, a sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings, hoping that it’s him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online. When u realise that he/she isn’t online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don’t let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don’t let them wait

P.S: missing makes ppl suffered and happier…

stupid

Wednesday, October 26th, 2005

wat am i doing now?im so stupid!!!now i realised…

夜曲

Sunday, October 23rd, 2005

Header_bg 一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你 爱开始分明
失去你 还有什么事好关心
那鸽子不再象征和平
我终于被提醒 广场上喂食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情


乌云开始遮蔽 夜色不干净
公元里葬礼的回音 在漫天飞行
送你的白色玫瑰 在纯黑的花季凋零
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静  
静静听 我黑色的大衣 想温暖你
日渐冰冷的回忆 走过的走过的生命
啊四周弥漫雾气
啊我在空旷的墓地
老去后还爱你

-副歌-

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲钢琴
我给的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽幂

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

-杰伦OS-

那些断翅的蜻蜓 散落在这森林
而我的眼睛 没有丝毫同情
失去你 泪水混浊不清
失去你 我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型
描绘后悔莫急的那爱情

暧昧

Saturday, October 22nd, 2005

暧昧让人受尽委屈,找不到相爱的证据,何时该前进,何时该放弃,连拥抱都没有勇气。暧昧让人变得贪心,直到等待失去意义。无奈我和你,写不出结局,遗憾的美丽,印在心里。

谅解

Sunday, October 16th, 2005

14817383031252l 好辛苦啊。我到底还作什么。我还以为当我真的需要援助的时候,会找得到对的人,可是事情好像并不是这样。匆忙得说了几句安慰的话,叫我赶快睡,别想太多,由它吧,就挂了电话.说有福同享,有难同当。。我在怀疑。。好像我很多余,一点点小事就要找人诉苦。。虽然只有那一点的争吵,可是我真的忍得好辛苦。言语的伤痛是会永远的留在一个人的心里的。就好像把一根铁钉,钉在墙上,虽然是可以再拔出来,可是裂痕会永远的留在墙上。

我比普通人都还要讨厌纠纷,争吵,战争。我不能忍受这些。一点也不能。可是没人能谅解我的想法,我的处境,我的行为。以为真的很爱哭吗,以为我像小孩子似的,被骂几句就发脾气。其实我也不喜欢这样,我真的尝试在忍。我不喜欢把脆弱的一面表现出来,可是如果我真的崩溃在人前,那一定是事态严重了,可是却把我当小孩子,敷衍几句就算了,没真的去了解,要知道心灵的慰藉还重要过实际的帮助。这几个月来,不开心还多过开心,每天得提心吊胆的过日子,真的很想从这个地方消失。明明不开心,却还要打起精神工作。以为我真的贪好玩而不睡吗,到底有没有想过这一切的一切到底是为什么,可是没人愿意真正设身处地得为我想,到底所说过的话,是不是真的,还是只是让我开心一下而已。。

真的很讨厌现在的自己。。

我好想好象飞,逃离这个疯狂世界

那么多苦,那么多累,那么多莫名的泪水

我好象好象飞,逃离这个疯狂的世界

如果是你发现了我,也别将我挽回。。

wat am i doing?

Sunday, October 2nd, 2005

really duno wat am i doing now..my heart so pain when i became lier..sorry to the one who concerned..i realy didnt mean to hurt u..juz duno how to do is better at the moment..i noe i cannot say anything..so i juz keep silence..if i still saying something..it juz finding some reason to let myself become innocent.i dun wan to do like tat..if u think im bad..2004072119481132 im wrong..juz let it be..wat i only can do is..saying sory..