Archive for June, 2006

im not perfect

Monday, June 12th, 2006
look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
Can't pretend that I'm all right
And you can't change me
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
And nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

该相信吗。。

Sunday, June 4th, 2006

根本在把我当透明,难道你真的是他们所谓的那种人吗。。我真的很难相信,可是事实你真的对我很不在乎了。

真的好想你,伤心痛苦已变得麻木。每次看电视剧,男女主角开心的故事情节,只会让我更想哭。结果就拼命的追看感动的连续剧,用它来掩饰我的泪。

真的很难让别人懂我的感受,不过没关系,这种不开心的事,我自己面对就好了。。