现在，好象一切都回到原点了。
回忆已成历史，梦也该醒了吧。每天迷迷糊糊的过日子，除了用工作外来麻醉，其他的时间都好象孤魂野鬼似的，思绪都在乱飞，脸上虽然总挂着微笑的表情，底下是难过也难看的苦瓜脸。这样的过渡期几时才会停止，很想再坚强的站起来过日子，劝着别人的有一大堆道理去鼓励他们，可是人总鼓励不了自己。
虽然很多事情都要讲缘分，我们的问题应该也是酱吧。
行尸走肉的日子不好过，孤独的日子也不好过，你的日子应该比我好过很多吧。那就可以了。。
若这一束吊灯倾泻下来
或者我已不会存在
即使你不爱 亦不需要分开
若这一刻我竟严重痴呆
跟本不需要被爱 永远在床上发呆
余生都不会再悲哀
人总需要勇敢生存
我还是重新许愿
例如学会承受失恋
明年今日别要再失眠
床褥都改变 如果有幸会面
或在同伴新婚的盛宴 徨徨地等待你出现
明年今日 未见你一年
谁舍得改变 离开你六十年
但愿能认得出你的子女
临别亦听得到你讲再见
在有生的瞬间能遇到你
竟花光所有运气到
这日才发现 曾呼吸过空气
….不知如何提笔，只好以歌代替 ..
I’ve learn something..
u r who u love..
when u comparing urself now and the day before you met the someone..u will realised. u will like what he/she like,u will always shout out some sentence that frequently used by him/her,and u will do what he/she like to do.and your thinking will slowly influenced by him/her oso..
what is my next step? i think now i starting to let go oredi. MEE is surpising MEE. i cant believe i can done that. but after a while, it all go back to the same. im really so stubborn. everytime hurting myself only
in office again. no choice, stillhave to work in sales office in ampang. carrying my survey to do here. and i’ve been doing it since from this morning until now, lunch oso i ate a maggie mee cup only. but there are still alot of survey and analysis waiting for me. omg. how am i going to finish in 1 day?…
my house having a small christmas bbq session on last saturday nite. that nite was very funny la..thanks for those cute guy who’s coming..hehe..ken wewe aaron..i know u might be reading my blog frequently geh..i sure will make the milo agar-agar again for wewe..i know it is very ‘oishi desu ne’!!
hehe..
now having my lunch in office.christmas is coming! my office already setup a christmas tree,with all of our effort to decorate it. now its blink blink in front of me.n office is playing the christmas song. feeling like in a shopping complex..no mood to work oredi.haha
人到底应该勇敢追求自己想要的东西还是应该随缘呢？常听说机会不常有，不想要后悔就应该把握机会，起码有一个结果，也对得起自己。可是世事都不如想象中如意。很多时候不是我们想要去追就去追这么简单。其中的艰难，唯有经历者知之。。至于答案，我现在也没有结论，等待中。。
omg, I’ve been shopping and working for the past 2 weeks.haha.
luckily my boss didnt request me to go KK for market survey and meeting. But I’d stil have to work on 25th,haiz..no choice la..working life..
recently my boss so good..haha..lunch time get all of us to hotel n makan makan,hehe..shangri-la,marriot putrajaya.makan makan session again at victoria station,jakos charboil steakhouse la..n boss is on leave!!hehe..can relax abit in office..
now waiting to decorate my office this saturday..christmas christmas!!
just back from my company annual dinner at mandarin oriental. wow,its really fun and enjoy!!
the them this year is magical nite of bollywood.everyone is just dressed like a bollywood star and ali baba style, n ofcos dr bombay!! haha.when i just reach the grand ballroom,i tot i’ve reached the bombay city.i saw many man with huge size of moustache(haha) on their face,sum turban, and of cos those sexy n hot ladies in saree and lenga choli. everyone is just gorgeous and hot!
after photo session and CEO have checked all of the business unit’s countdown chart, the dinner start. n i oso have to prepare for the perfomance oredi.i’ve only able to ate the appetizer.the show is running smooth and great. we are al enjoying our dancing.hehe.in the end,its time to giving the prizes like best couple,best performer,best dresser n etc.n luckily,my manager and my assistant manager both oso prized for the best male and female dancer.ahaha,my assistant manager was just dressing and pretending like osama bin laden,n he is wearing slipper!!n he got the best dresser.haha.curious and felt happy too!!everyone just shout and making noise and crowded with those party stuff.its just like a concert and a party!(yeah!)
a really memorable nite..
today’s been a very hard day.we have to wearing those costume and perfomance. very hot man.all of us wiping those sweats until our towel oso wet oredi.sumore i oso have to wear the costume and climbing up n down. luckily i didnt fall.but my foot and knee all black and green and purple colour oredi.very pain.
but some of the colleage need to wearing like a female,but they a real guy la.but i can say they r very beautiful.haha.later i’ll post some photo.haha.i like them very much la.haha..
y those ppl always say like this and do like that? talking and doing is diferent thing, dont they know? when talking to me is like so good like im being appreciated. but langsung no action. y u have to be like that? i know u can do it. but i duno why i talk thousand times but u never wanting to know my feeling and try. i understand im not the one who can ask for more. thats y i keep letting myself drop into a deep valley and make myself hurt.
i just want to say..its really hurts
:’(
haiz..ignore those unhappy things 1st..well..today has been whole day rehearsal at shah alam badminton hall. a hot day again. but today is very enjoy. and the most precious thing is: all the GAC member was here!! usually is very hard to gather they all together to do the rehearsal because…
mostly of the GAC are general manager(ahem..), and a COO,a CFO. haha..half of them i’ve oredi knew them because our dept always need to crossover(haha) with them,but pity my own dept GM was absent(haha), i think when he doing his 1st performance, is alreadi the actual show in MO.haha. btw, i will have to climb up to a big cell to perform for the ending. its really high man, after they decide to let me stand on the cell (actualy is a cage to lock ppl inside,or u can call it a jail 
), when i stand up,it more high! my leg was shaking at the 1st time, cos im the only who doing the ending with a principal. everyone is staring at me. .tomoro will be a full dress rehearsal..probably i wil bring a camera phone..hehe
