mee’s Blog

i hate the feeling of loneliness. being stress and stress. i really need a hand that can hold me tight and wont let me fall..

years by years..its been almost 4 years.. how many years i can go for? to go for an impossible answer. hate my stubborn.

a nice ‘old’ song here..those who were the old fans of hong kong 90’s pop. should familiar with it.the song is old, but this is song tat i can always remember and memorized the lyric in my mind.cos the meaning suit me so much..

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just back from Guthrie office in Bukit Jelutong. Damn hot man.their office quite big, from this dept to other dept have to walk to another building. luckily our future corporate office is in 1 building only (wbut with many floors!) .now have to analysis the document and make proper report. haiz..

and the DBKL restriction!! now I know a land more than 5 acres in KL need to pay contribution for low cost houses. sigh. But i dunno the rate la, seems like dun hav any info that can found from local authority website or articles.

any architect or town planner can help me..duh..
(-.-)..

比起你不再拥有而珍惜，请为不曾拥有而珍惜，而最心痛的是你不能拥有。

人通常是酱，我不希望周遭因为我而不开心，我希望我能让其他人开心，纵使自己不开心。所以，明白我的朋友们，leave me alone..

"Life is like a game in which God shuffles the cards, devils deals them and we have to play the trumps."

a meaningful quote,saw it from choon hoe msn status. I really like it la choon hoe.hehe

It’s already 6pm. so fast. I stil havent finish drinking my starbucks coffee. half cup to go.

Now still in office, stil have to finish my task, listening to some 90’s (yeah, really missing it) the corrs, MLTR, boyzone, savage garden, backstreet boys. michael jackson.

and some anime ost, yesterday was thinking to buy in a bulk of those anime ost in mid valley, its really cheap! only 19.90 for a cd, final fantasy, initial D, bleach, naruto. but when i started to dream for those music, my sis blasted me. haha

she said:"download is free 1, dude"

omg, ya lo, better download. so after i bought a shoes, and watson’s stuff, and a cup a starbucks latte(again!). so i quickly get back to my laptop, and download as much as i can.haha

so,it’s really free..

又到星期五了，时间过得好快。一星期接一星期就酱过了。现在正听着我音乐库的所有钢琴曲，只是听着钢琴声，压力都慢慢没有了。接着就会随着音乐的起伏，在发白日梦，幻想得天马行空。

重复听了最多的是canon in D，bleach死神的ost钢琴版，厉害吧，钢琴版都让我找到。其实不难。我是时常到youtube看别人弹钢琴的自拍。有很多音乐爱好者都弹得一手好琴，而且好快噢。然后我把那些video下载了。在convert去mp3或wma的format。好像很麻烦吧。不过我喜欢，所以没关系。

再来听的是网上风靡一时的韩国mv，kiss - because im a girl。也是用同样的方法找到钢琴版。还有陈奕迅歌曲的钢琴版。前年英皇为旗下歌手推出了钢琴热恋系列。超爱那张陈奕迅的.

today I’ve attended a training at our corporate learning centre. the training is really experienced..

he asked me a question..
"who created light bulb?"
"Thomas Edison, sir" I’d answer (of course anyone can answer that!)
"So do you know how many times he done the experiments for it?"
"more than a thousand times." answer him again.
"Yea, you see the point. Do you ever failed to do something and try to do it again more than 5 times?"
"…"

everybody was silence. Do I ever failed to do something and try to do it again more than 5 times? (erm..actualy I did it before, but that one is definitely another story.)

"well, if Edison only did the experiment for 999 times, I think our world is still in darkness." the trainer said again.

And talking about Tony Buzan. Yea, he is the founder of mind mapping. over 250mil ppl in the world is studying this skills to release our brain potential. (thank god I still remember who is Tony Buzan). And, one more interest book that introduced by him: "The 7 habits of organization’s leader" (forget is organization leader or successful leader).

The writer of this book put alot of effort to do the gather the info of those successful man/lady for the past 20 yrs. He listed the common 7 habits of them. According to him, we might learn something from it. It’s a famous book and studied by all of our group leader and management..
Hope to learn more tomorrow!

昨天刚和一位很久没见的朋友聊msn。谈到很多工作的事情，其实我知道她有很多事需要别人的教导和帮忙，不过因为我常没什么时间和她聊，没能帮到她。现在我写在这里，因为我知道她会看我的blog。嘻嘻

压力每个人都有，不要整天担心这害怕那，虽然你的工作地方没什么人有时间帮你。不用担心，不会就问，不要害怕做错和被上司骂。更不要自己看不起自己，如果连自己也看不起，那你等谁来看得起你呢?

你一直担心自己不能做好，因为你本来就没给你自己信心做好啊，那怎么做得好呢?总之不懂就要问，不要怕别人说你笨或麻烦，因为知识和经验学到了的话是自己，受益的是自己。

小时候走路也常会跌倒吧，只有跌过了，才会知道应该怎样走才不会再跌倒啊。看看多少成功人士的故事，有多少个是顺顺利利的呢?我的老板以前年轻是也只是个clerk of work。失败了多少次才有今天的成就。不要一点小事就挫自己的锐气。

容易走的是下坡路，明白这句话的道理吗?

明天我的同事会从美国回来，是公司的business trip。两个礼拜了，他们一定败了很多名牌回来，我听说他们第一天到那就已经整队人买了十二个coach bag。omg.。不懂有没有我的手信呢。。

环境确实会影响一个人。怕我自己成为其中一个。我不喜欢。可是要在公司里生存，就得作出成绩，可是我很开心我现在自己的位置，我知道我要的是quality time，不是名利。可是生活有真的逼得我们不得不低下头，能作的只有拼命赚钱，结果失去了很多东西都不知道为什么。

我喜欢素描，
喜欢对着蓝天发呆，
喜欢无所事事的在涂鸦，
喜欢窝在家里做家务，把家里弄得干干净净的，
喜欢玩线上游戏，
喜欢躺在舒服的床上听杰伦的歌，
喜欢静静的看一本好书、品尝一个下午茶。。

听起来好像很简单，很容易可以做到，可是我很久很久都没有酱了。。

一开始是真的有点乱，因为网路和专业密码用于和术语很多，有点难明白，慢慢看下去会让我穷追不舍，用了四个小时在睡觉前看完了。果然不出我所料，通常地位最崇高的那位通常都是最奸的那个。干吗最近都有很多叫的剧情构思咧。。佳礼部落客:v"E+s’X%S~*z Of
昨天刚看完了香港无线tvb的"强剑"也是.结局有点不知所谓，很散漫，不够凝聚力，给人的感觉是:"怎么就酱完了啊?"。故事的开头本来很好看的，和以往的武侠故事有点不同，故事的人物背景和风云有点象。当然还有我喜欢的bosco和郑嘉颖啦。其实故事剧情和tvb之前那套"布衣神相"还真有点雷同。。