been listening to the all my jay chou album just now. those songs flashing my memories back. comparing the year when im just finish my spm, it’s been almost 4 years. been keeping it at the same time. almost everyday i was thinking about the same question, why does god have to fool at me at this moment at this age?
my mind might be bit kiddy and its easily influence by it. keep ignore it, but i’ve been forcing to face it and make my decision. god you know my decision will be the same but why you still want me to take the test..it’s make me struggle through everyday when i found out something which link to it. i cant act like a kid now but sometimes i felt i just want to be a kid.
escape or ignore is useless. life is a test. i think i only can get a grade D for now, things happened cant be changed, we cant turn back time. but can i have time to regret for those idiot decision that passed long long time? been very tough until i can stand up today. pls dun let me fall again to the deep valley. perhaps i can hold it. more expectation, therefore i’ve got most dissapointed.
maybe it’s hard to understand my post, it’s because I never think to let others know about it..