mee’s Blog

周董的专辑已有好一段日子了，可是我想不会再有人送给我了。跌过了那么多次，怕了。

有人做过实验，放一只鲨鱼和小鱼在一个水缸，中间隔了一块玻璃，鲨鱼为了要吃小鱼，拼命撞过去，每一次都伤的不轻。直到鲨鱼放弃了，人们把玻璃片抽出来，可是鲨鱼也没过去吃那些小鱼。小鱼游过来了，它也无动于衷。。

失过恋的人都知道，那叫痛。

最近一直听着电话里这首五月天的知足。

因为很喜欢最后的那一段，也很有感触:

‘如果我爱上你的笑容，要怎么收藏，要怎么拥有。。

如果你快乐再不是为我，会不会放手其实才是拥有。。

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛‘

我很累了，要放手了。

i believe there was no good luck in my word. anyone want my life, i can exchange with you without any requirement or rules!!! if you want to use your hand to catch your dream form your imagination, better use your leg to walk step by step on the floor. everytime i attend the seminar, they told us drem it and take action. dream? bullshit. try to think every of the dream, no money no talk! some ppl can just spend rm1000 for a dinner, while rm1000 can afford the expenses for a family for whole month. while you owned it, appreciate it, while you lost it, dun regret if you done your best to appreciate it.

we are not those lucky ppl, so dun do any looks lucky. dream never brings any good things to me, it only destroyed my life and wasted my time. when ppl need help, i always standby and even sacrifice myself to help, but im not getting back the same thing while i need help.

it’s really true "they only will share your happiness and richness, but not your sadness"

btw, thank you for my fren which always support me and always willing to spend time to listen to me whenever i need. you did gave me hand while im falling down.

not that i dunwan to share or tell, u r the one who dunwan to share or tell. why am i always be the one who sacrificeand be the one who are trying hard? why am i so stupid? why u r the one who enjoy in the end. there was alot of unfair thing happened daily. why it have to be me. its clear that: not to ask how much u will get back, ask how much u are willing to sacrifice. i admit sacrifice is not equal to returns. stupid siaomee.

every of your changes will change me, but every changes of mine wont change you. if you didnt mean it, just tell me straight away. i tried hard in eveything. but everything goes to bad ending.