mee’s Blog

很矛盾，我已经踏出第一步，为什么还是原样。我根本没有得到任何回答。那就是要我怎样呢。答案最多两个字，等或不等。有那么难吗。

周董的专辑已有好一段日子了，可是我想不会再有人送给我了。跌过了那么多次，怕了。

有人做过实验，放一只鲨鱼和小鱼在一个水缸，中间隔了一块玻璃，鲨鱼为了要吃小鱼，拼命撞过去，每一次都伤的不轻。直到鲨鱼放弃了，人们把玻璃片抽出来，可是鲨鱼也没过去吃那些小鱼。小鱼游过来了，它也无动于衷。。

失过恋的人都知道，那叫痛。

最近一直听着电话里这首五月天的知足。

因为很喜欢最后的那一段，也很有感触:

‘如果我爱上你的笑容，要怎么收藏，要怎么拥有。。

如果你快乐再不是为我，会不会放手其实才是拥有。。

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛‘

我很累了，要放手了。

i believe there was no good luck in my word. anyone want my life, i can exchange with you without any requirement or rules!!! if you want to use your hand to catch your dream form your imagination, better use your leg to walk step by step on the floor. everytime i attend the seminar, they told us drem it and take action. dream? bullshit. try to think every of the dream, no money no talk! some ppl can just spend rm1000 for a dinner, while rm1000 can afford the expenses for a family for whole month. while you owned it, appreciate it, while you lost it, dun regret if you done your best to appreciate it.

we are not those lucky ppl, so dun do any looks lucky. dream never brings any good things to me, it only destroyed my life and wasted my time. when ppl need help, i always standby and even sacrifice myself to help, but im not getting back the same thing while i need help.

it’s really true "they only will share your happiness and richness, but not your sadness"

btw, thank you for my fren which always support me and always willing to spend time to listen to me whenever i need. you did gave me hand while im falling down.

not that i dunwan to share or tell, u r the one who dunwan to share or tell. why am i always be the one who sacrificeand be the one who are trying hard? why am i so stupid? why u r the one who enjoy in the end. there was alot of unfair thing happened daily. why it have to be me. its clear that: not to ask how much u will get back, ask how much u are willing to sacrifice. i admit sacrifice is not equal to returns. stupid siaomee.

every of your changes will change me, but every changes of mine wont change you. if you didnt mean it, just tell me straight away. i tried hard in eveything. but everything goes to bad ending.

这几天晚上都窝在房里在线追看‘换换爱’。可以说是‘恶魔在身边’的延伸版吧。还是有杨丞琳，最重要的还有小美和王传一。台湾偶像剧，我并没特别喜欢，不过只要有小美(贺军翔)或小综(郑元畅)的，我都会看。很喜欢样子漂亮的男生，注意哦，不是英俊和酷哥，是漂亮和美丽。看了‘恶魔在身边’和‘恶作剧之吻’，就超喜欢他们的。最近还在报上看到了他们俩的暧昧新闻。哈哈。

每当看着他们的电视剧时，镜头对他们的脸大特写，他们精致的五官都让我心动，女生都未必有他们酱美。好像有点夸张哦。别说我花痴，漂亮的人事物，没有人不喜欢的吧。

yea, finally i found it. actualy beside than jay chou, there was another guy which really play piano and sing well at the same time. but he lives in our heart forever. i watch this movie when i was a kid, but i can remember very well for this particular piano playing scene by him..leslie cheung..

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today was the launching. very sick but still have to work for it. got no voice but still have to attend to customer. but anyway, today met sum new and cute fren. the banker stil remember me. we knew each other in previous company. but he change and and upgraded to manager oredi.haha.. from pbb to ocbc. not bad. and met a new pretty gal from standchart. she have the same style with me. the same hair style and same type of jean and nike shoe.hehe.

she said like our company alot. been following our company project all the time. haha. such a cute gal. nice to met them today. the launchign was at the site. have to use those portable toilet. omg. felt very uncomfortable.

will be transfer to new dept in the 1st of Jan 2008. a new challenge, and ofcos, a new boss :P. i dun expect everyone will be nice to me. but definitely i wil be nice to them. now still in a heavy sorethroat, cant speak. sigh..

been searching jay playing piano live video in youtube. almost all i’ve watch already. recently got few new video. he’s playing the movie soundtrack in the china tv program - "date with Lu Yu".

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he really will let surrounding cool down n listen to his piano when he starts playing it. automatically everyone will attract by his piano playing. n everyone will enjoy it. and the same song, everytime he can play in diferent chord. cool. i really love his pian oplaying very very much! been loving him since i was in form 1. (most of u knew about it for sure) hehe. ofcos his song were good and talented. but the most important thing that attracting me all the while is his piano talent. it’s fast, talented, fantastic!

bought many piano album, but actually i’ve been waiting for jay to come out with his own piano album, but seems like he concentrating more on his movie and album. only the secret ost album, which can let me enjoy the piano song by him. i really love jay chou n phis piano, n i really like piano. althought i duno how to play. but trying best to learn it myself

记得不久前，在中国报看到一则满有意思的小故事。。

一个晚上，一家吃完晚饭后，爸爸和一对子女在客厅里看电视，突然听见厨房里有碗碟打破的声音，然后一阵沉默。。爸爸开口对子女说:"一定是你的妈妈"
"你怎么知道呢?"一对子女问道。。
"因为她没有骂人"

很短的一则故事，说明了"责人以严，待己以宽"。相信身边都有很多这样的人吧。对别人严厉，对自己就宽容.别忘了当你伸出手指指责别人是，四只手指正向着自己呢。。